I do not do big decisions well. Those usually involve some degree of change. I like it, I love it- so just leave it the heck alone. Or I might not even like it, but leave it the heck alone. Most days, I can't even decided what to get in my coffee. Even when the writing is on the wall to move it like a money maker, I just sit on my money maker. I ask God over and over again for neon printed in the sky. You know, something like this....
Heather, follow me.
I just continue to say that I just don't see it. Like, right now. Michael and I have a giganto non-secure decision to make. We need to follow a rope -- having no idea where it ends. We are paraylsized despite our faith.
I write countless blog posts about this undying faith I have. Not faith in myself but a faith in the Lord. Yet, I flounder at best when it comes to show time.
So if I am putting all my eggs with God, why for a golden minute would I think that he isn’t doing to same in me?